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Monday, April 25, 2005

conversations

hee.
today's a pretty weird day.
yet interesting.
met a friend i haven't seen in years.
talked to a friend i've never actually talked to before.
smiled at a friend i've seen for years but never really spoken to.
anyhow.
let's start the day of with jia.
don't really know why.
but i just wanted to type that.
jia's having slump!
and she ate RECESS and lunch!
heh. like once in a life time!
heh. (: anyway.
i just added that for fun.
cause i love jia.
back to my point on conversations.
walking out of school.
headed towards the bus stop.
i saw benji!
and well, moses.
we all got on the same bus.
intended to sit with benji and chat with him.
but...
somehow, when i got on the bus, i couldn't find him!
it was single decked by the way.
i just saw a swamp of ac people
and moses.
smiling.
awkardly... i decided that i shall sit next to him.
we smiled. and chatted.
it was kinda weird at first.
haha.
then we started taling about certain things.
it was funny how he knew stuff about me and i knew stuff about him.
it kinda felt like friends who didn't actually know each other.
i told him it's funny how it's different talking to him in person and seeing him around school.
it's a totally different feeling.
he was smiling and happy and kinda shy.
never seen him like that.
in school, he kinda looks pretty dao all the time.
anyway!
so it kinda felt like we knew about each other but we didn't actually know each other.
maybe cause lennard tells him stuff.
and people tell me stuff.
hmmm... come to think of it.
i haven't spoken to lennard in ages.
wonder how he's doing.
saw him in the library today.
and outside 5.2.
he looks happy.
so i guess he is.
still very much the same i guess. shy.
met wanjing at the bus stop.
it's was pretty nice.
cause we smiled at each other!
like first time since goodness knows when.
we smiled and waved...
we always see each other at the bus stop.
but we never really did anything about it.
so that was good.
got on 163.
met bryan!
yeah. it's been like... at least 2 years since i last saw him i think.
good good.
we chatted for a while.
i sense his resentment for joogal kishaw. (however u spell his name)
but it was nice meeting him.
looks the same yet different.
he ORDed!
wow. so fast.
was kinda shocked actually.
anyway he said he actually wanted to go back to amkmc.
just that he woke up late.
so oh well.
i hope i'll see him in church soon.
got a letter from del.
sigh.
i really miss her.
i miss her.
yet i don't know what to do about it.
we've drifted too far.
too far to even have anything to say to each other.
i'm not happy about that.
anyway.
i just realised i've got lotsa stuff to settle.
i wonder how people make announcements during assembly.
can i do that too?
wondering. hmm.

[ Jude whispered ][ 6:39 PM ]

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